Life is a sea full of peasants and Im just twerking my way through it....

I found that gem of a saying on instagram. One of Wayne's 13 year old friends had it as her description. I tend to get slightly nervous when I think of my sweet beautiful babies(who of course only exist in my dreams for now). I wonder what their little laughs will sound like, I wonder who will get my nose if anyone, I so far am the only Thomas to have one. I wonder will they love music and dancing as much as I do. Will they be lovers or fighters? Most of all as I reflect on the past two years of my life I wonder what roads God will send them down in order for them to find themselves. The "themselves" that God created them to be, the people that even though they aren't here yet, the course of their lives is the same today as it will be 50 years from now. I have been so Blessed to have the family I have and I owe all I am to them and if I were to say that to them they would say I owe it all to God. We are both right. God is the only reason our lives have been blessed, but my parents made a decision that has allowed for God to shape my life and the life of those sweet faces I dream about. So this Blog for me is a way to remember all the life lessons that have demanded self realization in me so that I may share those things with my littles when throws them trials. Some things my parents were deadddddd on about and others have been Patrice induced lessons. Heartache brought on my foolishness, but I wouldnt trade it for a moment because I am right here right now madly in love with my future and grateful for ever last tear.